4 weeks

My sweet little Isabelle you would be 4 weeks old today Thursdays are hard because that is the day that you were born so it really gets me thinking about life without you. Last Saturday we got three ducklings on for each of my kids. Ebon is taking very good care of them, he takes them outside every day and he makes sure that they have food and water. Aliah likes to look at them but she doesn't like to hold them. I feel like most days I don't do anything the house is always a mess, I feel like I am moving in slow motion and the world is passing me by. I miss you so much I feel so empty I just want to hold you so bad. I wonder what things you would be doing now, would you be sleeping through the night or still waking up in the night so you could nurse and we could have some quiet time together. I love you so much my little angel you will always be in my heart.