My sweet little Isabelle I miss you so much. Every day Ebon and Aliah talk about you, I know that they don't completely understand what happened to you but I encourage them to talk about you. It is spring, a time of new life, warm weather, and gardening. That is why at your viewing I gave thank you gifts with forget me not flower seeds, when people watch their flowers grow they will think of you. I have had an increased drive for gardening this year it has helped me through this tough time. I love you so much Isabelle I am thankful for the time that we had together, though I wish that I was still holding you in my arms, getting up in the middle of the night with you, hearing you cry, and listening to the little noises you would make. It is silly that the thing that I want the most is to hear you cry. I guess the reason for this is when I hear a baby cry I want to comfort them, I feel that I was not able to comfort you, I was not able to protect you and keep you safe, when the cord was cut I stopped giving you what you needed and your little body was not strong enough to keep going. I am so sorry for this Isabelle, I do love you and some day I will see you again.