Three weeks old

My little Isabelle yesterday you would have been three weeks old. I thought that I was doing ok until we went to walmart, I saw a guy holding is little baby that was about two months old the tears came and all I could think is how bad I wanted to be holding you. At least I was almost done shoping I just wanted to be by myself and cry I felt like I could not get out of there fast enough. Ebon and Aliah were being terrible when we were checking out and the checker was so onry with us I wanted to tell her to just forget it so we could get out of there. Once we got into the car I just cried Ebon kept saying don't be sad mommy it's ok. I feel like you are so close to your brother and sister they say little things about you all the time I love it. I love you so much my little angel my arms will always feel empty without you, you will always be in my heart.